A place to Tremble

A the start of our relationship I felt,joy, happiness and pleasure but, now knowing your true intension's I see that i am in need of a place to run. You as the wonderful person i used to know to know you as is just a; creep, villain,whore, slut and the meanest person I have ever met.You took my problems and made them inferior and made me look like the bad guy.You took the hope I was using to get us through the hard times and spat on it.

I remember those nights when as i tried to make you happy,but that only made you more angry at me.I tried to help I wanted just to see you Happy.

But No! You wanted to attack me physically and emotionally. all I wanted was to hold you so close to me, so i could possibly mold you, scalp you, love you.you flipped out on the smallest mistakes, I said sorry you declined my apology like a rock being thrown into the sea,slowly drifting away,sinking, seeing everything around him change. And at times i Couldn't breath, I couldn't walk, and a howl at the moon was the only place for my tears.You created a void between us every time we argue,every time you hissed and said i couldn't hold you.

I have become weary of this love, become like a ghost able to become transparent i the face of love so i won't become hurt again.I need a place to stay other then here. Maybe outside in the beautiful grass, or in a bathroom stall. I need a place...to Tremble.