All For A Reason Unknown To Me

For as long as I can remember I have always been and outsider. I was raise by two families but I was two different to become one of them. People who were suppose to be my friends always look down on me they thought I needed there pity because I was so different from everyone else because know one would deal with me. The lovers who said they loved me and never really did all they wanted to do is share time and space with a young sexy body but did not want to put in the time to get to know the real me. I think about all these things often, and I do not weep over these things of my past life lesson they have made me stronger. The Lord came to me in my sleep and told me to stop looking and you shall receive all you need in time. I knew at that point something greater was in store for me that is why I had to endured so much pain, why I was force to make so many hard choice’s. I was being tested I was being prepare for a greater purpose. To this day the purpose is still unknown to me but I look forward to the journey I look forward walking the path instead of just trying to seeing what at the end of that journey, enjoy life enjoy the journey.