Deep down I am crying
only on the inside.
Life is hard, but I am trying,
trying to be normal on the outside.
School + work should equal life,
but its not because problems won't let it be. I
can't even see myself ever being a wife
for the future for me looks dim from what I see.
I some what care for others,
but I catch myself wondering "Who cares for me?"
Trying so hard to have love for another,
but can't because I don't even have love for me.
Since being lost is only being human
than what is it when we find our way?
I wish I was immortal or inhuman
for misery accompanys me day by day.
Young people speaking their minds,
but yet its not enough to make a major change.
Our knowledge is still left to the unknown to find
for maybe its our minds that need to be set back and rearrange.
Death must be easy because at this point life is just so hard!!!
Copyright ©2009 Ashley R. Garcia