What do you do
When all you want to do
Is end the misery
End the misery
End the misery that surrounds you
Surrounds you in eternal darkness

A life that doesn't
Doesn't deserve to exist
You've lost all hope
And you wonder why
Wonder why you breath
Why you live
When there is no hope
No hope to be found

Lost in your own world
Stuck with nobody
Nobody to find you
Nobody to hear your cry
Your cry for help
Help to get out of these thoughts
Thoughts that seem so wrong
Yet you can't help it
For you have lost all hope

When it seems all everyone
All everyone wants to do is hurt you
You're pushed to the breaking point
You don't know how much more
How much more pain you can take
Before you break
How much more deceit can you take
Before you lose all hope
Lose all hope of trusting anyone

So who do you trust
When it seems everyone you trust all they do
All they do is break you

What do you
When your life is in chaos
When the world seems turned upside down
When everything you do
No matter how good your intentions
You wind up hurting those you care most about

So all you want to do is end your misery
End your suffering
You just want to bury yourself
And let your problems
Let your problems disappear

For you just want to end it all
For it seems no, one knows seems to know
Know the pain you go through

No one knows how badly you want
You want someone to see past
See past your cold exterior
Just one person to see that there is more to you
More to you than meet the eyes
See past your hastened actions
See past the person
Past the person who isn't really who you are

For you've lost all hope in your life
You just want it all to end
For your life seems to have no purpose
For you live in the darkness
For they are the one thing that stays your friend
For each time you step into the light
All that seems to happen
Is everyone taking there swings at you

So you sit alone
Not knowing how you will live
Live to see tomorrow
For you don't know how much more
How much more you can take
When everyday you feel like you're going to break
How do you live for tomorrow
When you got this feeling eating at you

For your life seems to have no purpose
For you have become
Become nothing more than a shadow in the darkness
For you have no voice
And when you try your voice
You're pushed aside
For your voice means nothing
So you wonder why you live

When you know that your life means nothing
So you can only wonder why, why you live
When there is no one to live for
When there is nothing to live for
When there is no point to live
You ask yourself why you live in this world
When no one seems to care if you live
So you wonder why you live in such a cruel world
Where everyone just wants to stab you in the back

People who say they are your friends
Are the ones who wind up hurting you
Hurting you the most
For the ones you love
Wind up turning into the ones
Ones you hate
Making you seem as if you have ice running through your veins
Taking your heart
Leaving you as an empty shell
Making you unable to care for anyone
Fueling the fire to make you believe
Believe that this world is useless
And you have no purpose
No reason to go on
For all you want to do
Is end it all

End the eternal suffering that you're stuck in
Eternal suffering that can't be ended
For you know at each step of hope
There lies a greater amount of despair

So you do not know
Do not know if you can face tomorrow
Do not know if you can face tomorrow without a purpose
You don't know how much longer
How much longer you can live alone
Without breaking and hurting
Hurting those few that you treasure in your heart
So how do you not break
When everyday all you want to do
All you want to do is break down deaths door

So how do you live
When you have no will left to live
When you have no reason to live
No purpose to live
How do you truly live
Knowing that no one would care if you died
How do you truly live
Knowing this
How do you live knowing that your life means nothing

So how do you live
When all you want to do
All you want to do is end the suffering
End the misery
Misery that you know can't be ended
So you live this life alone
Not knowing if you can hold on for tomorrow to come
When it seems no one would care if you were here tomorrow