It could just be me, but something isn’t right
Riding life’s roller coaster, day and night
Screaming and fighting, wish I was dying
All of this crying has me plain frightened

I can’t even escape it in my dreams
While I’m asleep I see bad things
What do I do? When he’s way over there
Sometimes I don’t feel it, but I know he cares

Still, I’m falling; I’m drowning my life escaping
With everything against me, I’m up for the taking
Being devoured in my own despair
This is insanity! I don’t wanna be there

Scared to touch, though it’s a touch I miss
I desire yet fear the feel of his kiss
I hope I can take it, and won’t push him away
I hope it’s not permanent and that I can change

I want him to have all the love I can give
But as of right now I still struggle to live
Some day I’ll be happy, that’s how its gotta be
And we’ll have our own fairy tale ending, just him and me