03/19/09

why do i fight for her love, and she could care less about mine.
when all is good all is fine.
but to unwine means to get comfortable in your situation.
BUT AS SOON AS I GET SAD. the good is wiped out with an eraser.
she would rather erase the past to affect to today.
being by herself seems to be the only way,
SHE SEE how much i really do love her. but when together,
argument may arise, and she duck and cover,
shes scared of knowing, what she doesnt need to konw,
instead of casting her cares to God, and letting all her worries go.
i can make her smile, when she fill things are happy,
but another man can make her smile, when she feels things are crappy.
she see's a good man from a outside perpective
but cant see a great man from an inside change.
God gave man the ablilty to see inside the soul of the women he loves.
but the controll she thinks she has, puts herself above,
she cant controll the power of the top.
so when arguments arise, her emotions flop.
back and forth trying to know, when she needs to really give it to God.
and let it go.
my heart hurts right now, cuz she could be making the biggest mistake of her life.
by not putting up a fight.