Another day goes by and you refuse to call

Leaving me here with only my thoughts

Thoughts of the things I like about you best

Tossing and turning and getting no rest

The nightmare continues throughout the day

Hoping to hear your voice calling my name

The time passes slowly every minute your gone

The all familiar emptiness that for a moment was lost

Returns with a vengeance ready to kill

All the good feelings that are now all but gone 

Reminding me every second just like times that pasted

Of A future of loneliness that I hoped wouldn’t last

The time passes slowly yet still there’s no call

Making it clear that your not coming home

A future with you was just a pipe dream

Something only I wanted not something we shared

I wish you nothing but prosperity and the happiness you seek

It is way more important then being with me

To know that your happy safe and content

Again takes priority over the loss that I have

I hope that you are never lonely again

That you have found the things that I couldn’t give

May every day be better then the ones that are past

Growing and sharing a love that  will last

Never looking back at what could have been

A future together that was only in my head

The pain and loss that consumes me today

will again become normal the only feelings I have

You must follow your heart and not allow anything

To stop you from living out all of your dreams

As time goes by the hurt will subside

I will no longer want to curl up and die

The reality of a life of loneliness only proves true

As the minutes tick by not hearing from you

You brought back feeling that have long been dead

Even though all these feelings were only in my head

I guess it’s a good thing you just walk away

So I don’t let these feelings get carried away

Time will slowly heal the pain

And no thoughts of you will enter my head

But until the healing has time to take place

The pain that I feel has no second place

When the emptiness returns And your no longer in my thoughts

The Loneliness I fear will no longer be fought

I wasn’t given the opportunity to look in your eyes

To hear from your lips your finally goodbye

The fact that you haven’t returned  my calls

Tells me without doubt I’m not in your thoughts

There are many ways one can say good bye

It hurts all the same I’m not going to lie

But the fact remains that your no longer here

You will never be coming to see me again

As much as I want you to be part of my life

I realize for certain you have moved on in your life

So I accept your goodbye as hard as it might seem

Not standing in your way to live out your dream

You will always hold a special place in my heart

Even though it was over before it could start

Even though you’ll never read this It’s important to me

To use this time appropriately  

To say that I would have done anything for you

Would only prove pointless because you are now through

So all I can do is say one last thing

I wish you the happiness I didn’t bring.  

Although I can not look into your eyes

It’s time for me to say my final goodbye