for myself

i was told i should try to write for myself
so here i go i'll give it a try....

as i sit here alone i wonder
where did i go wrong

did i not love him enough,
or is it the other way around?

I gave it my all.... i have children though
i can't do it alone... and i shouldn't have to

is it okay raise your daughters to think
it's okay to support your husband

i thought the man supported the woman
now i don't mind working right beside you
but please don't make me do it alone....
 
i wish you could see what this is doing to me
i didn't want to make you leave

i need to focus on me
i need to be okay

when you are strong enough to handle the new me
then maybe we can talk.... or maybe just maybe
i'll like the new me and you will have no place here

is that what you fear... i hope you see now
all i needed was some help