when will it be okay

when will it be okay?

This question haunts me,
the answer seems so far away.

i loved you once upon a time
so much so that it should have been a crime

you broke me down
i could smile for i was so used to the frown

my heart you stole
but you only damaged my soul

i tried so hard to fix you
but i never seemed to be able to break through

i couldn't bear the pain anymore
so many things i longed to live for

you had all of me
and yet you just couldn't see

i needed someone to love me for me
and all you did was criticize and judge me

i shouldn't have to do this alone
but the thought of you chills me to the bone

don't call or write
all we ever do is fight

when will all this madness end?
when will it all be okay?

oh how i hate these questions
i have no anwers