You were my world,
My everything.
You were all that mattered to me.
I never thought,
Anything could happen
Until the unimaginable became a major thought,
Within me.
I do not remember,
What I did.
But now I look back
And to me, we seem dead.
We are not an us,
It is now a you and me.
I still, cannot come up with an answer
For the pain I caused for you.
But I know what I did
To your heart
It was so deep and profound,
That it hurt me as well.
You told me that some day,
That I will realize that I have made a huge mistake,
That it would only take some time,
For me to acknowledge that.
I feel as I betrayed you,
Like I have stabbed you a million times,
How I left you hanging there
With absolutely nothing to hang on to.
I long to backtrack
My way back into your heart.
The place in your heart,
Where no one had ever been,
Take me there
Once again.
Please,
Forgive me.