I miss you!!!                                 

 November 30, 2005

I think about you everyday. I hate that you seem so far away. I miss your tiny voice, but I realize that I had no choice. I had to do what is best; all this has time has been a test. A test of faith, but the pain of missing you, Mommy can’t take. When you are here, I love you wanting to be near. You love me in a way that no one ever will. You have my strong will. Often stubborn at times, I love looking into your big, brown eyes. The look of innocence is so priceless, without you I’d be lifeless. You have brought me so much joy, that one day, I pray for a little boy. A brother for you, a little man for me, a grandson for Maw, and a son for his daddy. You have grown up so much, that I dread the day when you truly move away from me, and become a smart, good young woman that we know you will be. Caring, loving, those traits you got from me. There is so much to you, I can’t wait to see, how you will be. When you grow up and leave me. The pain will be far worse, than the pain I feel now, not having you around. But that seems so far ahead, that til now; I will always miss you when you are not around.

Love You Forever,

Mommy