My life is so full of pain

Feels like I'm stuck in a storm where there is never-ending rain

Which way to turn and who to talk to

Left feeling lost not knowing what to do

The more I think the more I feel rage

And its hard to leave my feelings left locked in a cage

My mom sick, baby mama won't do right

The one I thought I had just vanished before my sight

Shit is real crazy at this point in time

No more excuses I need to get on my grind

I'm damn near 25 what am I doing with myself

Not enough yet cause I'm not rolling in wealth

But fuck all the setbacks and damn the distractions

All the shit I been through is the reason for this reaction

But its all good cause it is what it is

And I'm not goin sit here and shed no tears

So I'm goin take all thats being handed my way

And make the best of it and just look back one day

And laugh at all this bullshit thats making me mad

Its times like this when I really miss my dad

Didn't have that male figure to show me how to be a man

Had to do it my own way hold my head high and stand

For everything I believe in mainly in me

These are just some thoughts from ya boy.....JT