I Tried Not to Love You
I tried not to love you.I tried not to want you.
I tried not to love you
but I messed up again.
I tried not to see you.
I tried not to find you.
I tried not to do it
but I feel like I'm to blame.
Remember when I told you
that I wanted you to stay?
Do you remember when
you asked me why?
I told you that I had no answers
then or now or ever
and I don't know why I'm here
I only know it makes me high.
And I swear to you that I am lost
such a long damn bridge to cross
I wonder if we'll ever find the way.
And I've tried to make it up to you
for all the shit that you been through
I don't know how to make it easy
I don't have the words to say.
Will you be my guide
on this trip we're on,
will you hold my keys,
will you see me home?
Please don't let me run away
I need to stay and fight.
I can give you what I have to give,
but you got to have what you need to live,
and if it will not find you
you better leave this all behind you.
And I swear to you that I am lost
such a long damn bridge to cross
I wonder if we'll ever find the way.
And I've tried to make it up to you
for all the shit that you been through
I don't know how to make it easy
I don't have the words to say.
I tried not to love you.
I tried not to want you.
I tried not to love you
but I messed up again.
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