When you’re far I wither
Trying to force feed myself alone, but it’s bitter
I’m dissolving into nothingness
Not accompanied by your bliss
Every time I take one step you take five
Deep into place’s not yet seen I go as I dive
Blocked by what I thought was you
Trying to find myself in what I do
You mask your trail so I can’t follow
Lost in what I thought was your shadow
Picking up faint scents of you who’s not there
Do you not care
Care for what keeps me living
Is hard to start giving
Give your self to me
Which would fill me with glee
You’re the only one of my emotions I don’t understand
No matter the feeling you give it’s never bland
Your make me feel; so happy yet so sad
But are you so bad?
Because you cause ups and downs
You can’t be, for you made my edges round
When you’re too close I burn
Have I not yet learned
Not to touch you
Because you hurt my body and mind too
I want to one day hole you
To me you’re gold
The sun’s so far away
Give life to everything I know make it gay
But don’t look at it
Or new eye you will have to get
As long as you don’t get to close
If you do your enemies will have toast
I am ok long as I don’t look you in the eye
But don’t burn out or I will die
Die from not having heat
In my world please stay so I can keep
My sanity
That keeps away my pain
Love lights my world
But freezes over without the warmth of your pearl
Love :: me
Sun :: earth