Ms . Heartbreak....

Thank u for building me up being everything that I lived for.

Being the one that everything I would give for.

for teaching me to love , making me think about the future....

too bad I don't seem to be the one to suit you.

I used to think I can't live without u.

 But I'm living, pain dwells my heart.

 But I can repare it enough to be given to another.

seems your heart chose other.

 I'm down for a little but when I rise i'll shine like the sun .

love has torn my heart fearless I choose not to run.

What if I am to be torn again?

 Another scar on my heart to be worn in.

I'm flying, better yet I'm still soaring .

 Thunderstorms and rain can last but for so long .

 And when it clears the sun will shine on. Brand new .. .

Someone tell me I'm foolish to choose put my heart out to be beaten and abused.

What's the chance of winning big if you don't have much to lose?

Why live in fear if living in fear gets you nowhere?

What's the beauty of happiness if you never shed a tear?

why live with pain in your heart and dwell on it .

 Why look at the past thinking shame on it.

Looking back looking back shit damn the past is back like swords slicing in the air.

Endless tears ,sorrow fear, emptyness, loneliness , Panic, uproar ,guarded , disreguarded .

 Things are blurry someone adjust the contrast .

Increasing thoughts of negativity.

Damn sure have some work to make sure those don't last.

Something has to be done for that to be bypassed...

no time to go back and rewind.

Only advancement !!!

the thought to decline is declined look not on the past yet look forward like your objective is to shine.

 Like no quarrels have distraught you.

Like no war was fought and lost on your grounds.