My Secret Truth

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    My Secret Truth
    There is a mystery
    Deep inside my heart
    That I dared to not tell a soul
    For this secret, to never be apart

    It’s so hidden
    And covered up so tightly
    That is weighs so heavy
    There on my chest never lightly

    Struck with pain
    So that I will not be shown
    No one must know this treasure
    So engraved upon my own

    You may wonder, what is this truth?
    That is covered and hidden
    From everyone
    And secret so forbidden

    So alas I shall uncover the treasure from all pain
    The pain that runs through me
    Through my blood
    And pain stricken veins

    I am afraid….of being loved
    Because as soon as I feel this emotion
    It is ripped from my soul
    And stirs up too much commotion!!

    For who am I,
    To deserve this great wonder?
    The fulfillers along its side
    Seems to make it fonder and fonder

    However I,
    Not worthy of this wealth,
    Deserve nothing more than
    Starvation and bath health!!

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    NevillePark commented on My Secret Truth

    02-21-2010

    Sweetie I hope this is somehow cathartic for you to write this and put it out for all to see, but it looks like an awful burden for you. What about the Lord? He's certainly got it in his plans to work it. He the only one to ever be able to straighten out a crooked root. He fashion every detail of your being, including leaving a weakness in there somewhere, but it's certainly not without its purpose. Until he heals you. And how could I not believe he would ... he would say look to his storehouse of grace. He's got more grace for me and us all put together than we could ever exhaust in a thousand lifetimes of wandering. Remember God made you and I by his blueprint. If we want answers we just gotta KEEP hanging around him till we see things in a clearer light.
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    NoogieB commented on My Secret Truth

    01-17-2009

    Wow... I love it you hit that right on the top of the head n its crazy cuz so many ppl feel the same way. Thank u 4 being able to express it in a way many can't!!!
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    lips_unlocked commented on My Secret Truth

    01-15-2009

    you can tell me your pain if you have any!!!
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    bforibus commented on My Secret Truth

    01-02-2009

    when i read this poem it seemed like u got a tattoo declaring ur love for someone but u feel like u dont deserve it. i love the way u sent my mind into thought. yea it's sad when u can't forgive urself
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    In science one tries to tell people, in such a way as to be understood by everyone, something that no one ever knew before. But in poetry, it's the exact opposite.

    Franz Kafka (1883-1924) Czech writer.

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