My Size

I look into the mirror
And all I see is me.
People like to say,
Be all that you can be.
But if I dont like what I see
How am I suppost to feel
Completely loved and set free?
I'm constantly wanting to change
My weight, my hair, my size, my looks
It doesnt matter to kids at school
That I am smart with books.
Yes I am a bigger girl
Who has not even a single true friend.
Sometimes I cant help but wonder
When my days will end.
I'm sick of being laughted at
I'm tired of crying these tears.
Going to school every day
Has become my biggest fear.
I wish people could see past my looks.
I wish they would give me a chance,
Instead of always judging me
By the size of my pants.
I'm sure I could be a great best friend.
But in order to to that, someone would have to give me a try.
But no one will ever like me
My size is the reason why.