Protect You from the Pain.

To this day I still wonder. Wonder why it is you have chosen to go a different way? A way without me. Without me being there by your side. I can’t believe that you want to go through life without me there for you. You and I had planed a life together. A lifetime loving each other. Our future is what we wanted together. Now I’m alone and blue. Brin I love you more then you will ever know.


Maybe with this poem you will begin to know. Brin when I first met you, you had no idea of the pain that my heart has been through. Years before we met, someone had really hurt me. Hurt me not just emotionally but also hurt me for life itself. Oh you do not know the hurt a heart can go through and still survive. When we met, My heart is opened up to love. I finally thought that my life could get better. Brin you were the girl I dreamed about for so many years. You were that beautiful angel that was sent down from heaven for me to love. But most importantly, for you to love me and mend my broken heart and soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Brin those many dreams I had about you. You and I holding hands and walking close by ones side, through the fields of summer roses in Bloom. Brin you made my heart skip a beat. I knew you truly loved me, I thought of you always. Brin you and I kissing underneath a beautiful waterfall.

You also stole my heart away with your passion, in the way you wrote me. Brin all I have ever wanted is to be with you. The girl I truly love!!!!! Brin when you loved me, and sent me the pics u sent, I knew that by looking into your eyes that nothing could break us apart. Then out of nowhere it happened. I still don’t know why? I do know that I love you truly and ever so dearly!!!!!! Brin I have to confess I still have dreams and think about you a lot still. You must also be thinking about me. Brin All I ever wanted to do was protect you. Protect you from what I had already seen. Brin my love. I love you always, and will always love you!!!!!!!! Brin you still make my world go round. Brin I want you back!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please come back to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Brin you move me with ever word you said to me and you say to me know. I never meant to make you hate me. Im sorry but I do truly love you, and I’m sorry you mistaken my love for something else.

Brin I want you, it has always been you. I want your love, I want us together. Brin forgive me for anything I have done wrong. I just love you, and I have always wanted to protect u from the pain that I have been through. Brin Please come back to me, please give me the love I need. I need your love and your love ONLY!!!!!!!!!!! Brin I asked you many times in our relationship, to let me come and be with you. But you always had a reason why I shouldn’t. Well I want to know the reason why you let someone ruin our love? Brin my love for you is still true!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you so much!!!!!!!!!! I try to get you out of my mind but I cant do that. the more I try the more you come into my mind, and the more the good times we had revisit me. Brin I shoot thinking about you. You still make me love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Brin why cant you see that I truly love you?


Brin I have cried and cried!!!!!!!!!!! That is not what I want to do. I want to love you, and love you. I need you close to me so very bad!!!!!!!!!!!! I need things to be the way they were. So please can we have a second chance? Brin I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Give me a second chance, that I ask you? Brin I love you and cant help but dream of you when I close my eyes tonight.