Scream, cry, crawl for love...
Get kicked away as if your a dirty dog, begging for attention.
No love, just hate is storming in side, no where to run

It’s a recipe for your disaster

Crying seems not help, there’s no escape.
Even the salty tears rolling on to your lips, cant help you survive.
Wooden gun case, locked, filled with life destroyers
The glass makes your eyes sparkle.

An added ingredient to your disaster.

Not so beautiful, no where to run, no one to trust
Except that case filled with the only pretty escape
Seems as if its your only chance
A smile forms across your face, as you lift the cold metal in to your sweaty palms
Light as a feather, strong as an ox, just exactly what you need.

Just stirring your recipe of disaster

Barrel to the temple,
shaky finger on the trigger
SOMETHING QUICK, something strong..
Your eyes are making enough tears to fill a ocean.
A huge salty ocean, filled with lots of sadness and distance

The taste of your pitiful disaster.

No one seems to notice, your puffy red eyes,
and your silent screams begging for a lending hand, and some help.
No one caring for your well being, no where to escape.

The taste of your disaster...

Blood is everywhere,
a lifeless body on the floor.
Laying in a pool of tears and dark red blood, not breathing

Our horrible disaster

Black cars, women and children crying with their heads down
little babies laughing, not knowing what just happened.
Denial and sorrow fills the air, and our lungs at the funeral.
A stench that not a single person will forget

Big hole, dirt and a wood coffin, a disturbing sight to see
Filthy lies told on how you were so happy, wonderful in reaching your goals, and never thought once about taking your own life.
No one could tell it then, but its crystal clear now!

Your Tears that cried for help, and to help fix your sad distance.
The scars on your arm and heart, your..... lifeless eyes

Everyone knows now
that they let you set yourself up for
A repulsive recipe
of your own

Horrible disaster!!