Self Blame...

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    Self Blame...

    Tears fill my eyes.
    Why is it that no one ever hears my cries?!?!
     I know Im just a demon in an angel disguise.
    Thats why everyone around me hate and despise.
    I know im a terrible person, I won't deny it..
    Don't not believe me because this is legit.
    I swear Ive done some terrible shit.
    A rapist. <<<its this thought I cant resist.
    Especially now that Ive met Kyle.
    The same guy who raped me could've done this to anither child...
    I could've caused it to end.
    But I didn't and now he's probably doing it again...
    Only this time, its my fault; my sins.
     It wasn't my fault?!?!
    Ha. That's a lie and Im not gonna pretend.
    It WAS my fault...though this outcome I didn't intend...

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    If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

    Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

    Abbi14’s Poems (30)

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    Help Cries 0 06/07/2013
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    Lust 0 06/03/2013
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