The Demise

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  • Abbi14
  • "Its not about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain

The Demise

I so eagerly yearn for the demise
Though my decisions for self-harm arent very wise
I wish to end my "life"
Why?
What have I done?
It seems my battle can't be won...
One experience after another...
I can't go any further!!!
Why does it all have to be so wrong?
How can it last so long?
Someone help me!...I can barely live on!
Where is my mother? My brother?
What did I do?
To get such abuse from you? "Grandpa"?
You took all away
Because of something that happened in past days!
My tears were slowly disappearing..
But now, they're reappearing!!!
So much has happened..I no longer know what Im fearing.

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Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

Abbi14’s Poems (30)

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Scars 0
The Demise 0
Keep Contemplating 0
Percieve... 0
Without You 2
Life 1
Tear Drops From Thy Heart 0
End, but please don't re-begin 0
No fear 2
More than I can take... 0
Suicide 2
Im A Book... 0
For the Best 0
Self Blame... 0
I Dream 0
Saving My Life 0
Blood Thirsty 0
New Excuses... 0
Help Cries 0
TO:Me FROM: My bestfriend (emma) 0
Growing Pain 2
You ;** 0
Lust 0
For Him ;) 0
Tight Love 0
Unending Pain 0
The usual unusual love... 0
Confusing Love 0
Blown By the Wind 2
Racing Love 0