Slowly Giving In :: shellyt :: Original Poetry

Slowly Giving In

friends with conditions

family without traditions

lovers with no sense of relation.

what I love don't love back,

depression and

profound sadness on the attack,

I'm drowning in a sea of other peoples' lack,

to blow my brains out could become a fact.

I'm slowly giving in.

I'm fighting for recognition

trying to escape perdition,

the purest place in my spirits, being torn apart.

I'm rowing out to met you,

hand out to greet you

being slapped away by an unspoken

forget you,

unforgivable ungratefulness,

my tears,

my fears, I’m

sinking my own ship,

and .........

I'm slowly giving in.

thoughts and dreams of how it should be

analyzing the question whats a matter wit me,

none of this will save me

cause

I'm slowly giving in.