I'm on the sea shore staring at the water.
Thinking about all my faults, my pain, just everything that is messed up in my life.
You would think that I would be crying but no...
All there is, is numbness that crawls within me.
I feel nothing and all you can see is a blank face.
I say, I hate myself but what does that matter when everyone relise on just one side of you, that they only care to see?

It's getting darker and the tide is coming in.
What can I say out of this empty shell?
Nothing but shame for feeling this way.
How can I help this or myself?
Where's my saviour?
I can't hear him...
And it hurts!

I go into the bathroom where the pain sets in.
I feel dirty, so I wash my hands to get clean.
But their still dirty.
Oh, the horror of it all!
Washing, rushing to get clean.
Then I see my hands bleeding...but there still dirty.
As my souls cries out..."Help Me!"

Just standing there on the sea shore...and I wanna jump in.