Take my life?

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  • Amber041792
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Take my life?

Sometimes I think about ending my own life because this life I'm life is not a happy one. At my age, I should have my own car and driver's license to be more independent, but I don't see that happening. I might have a job, it might be a lot cooler then retail or fast food, but it doesn't mean it's that much more fun. Techanically my job is kind of dangerous, I have to handle creepy and weirdos sometimes. The hardest part is that I'm not on my own, a place to call my own. I might love my parents, but that doesn't mean I love them so much that I want to stay here with them. It feels like I'm drowning in this life, I need a way to break free. I hate working this hard for something that might never happen. I wish to my life sometimes so I can start a new life in the Heavens, with the Almighty Lord himself.

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Rhymer commented on Take my life?

12-14-2010

I have been on deaths door, and at times wished I had crossed over. It took years but life is better than death, and we will never see heaven by ending our own life.

Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion.

T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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