Someone better for you

We all know the feeling when we get our heart broken by someone you loved. You believe that no matter what you will never forget that person and how you want to feel when you're with them. You won't let yourself forget, let yourself see that there is something -someone- better for you out there. You think that you need that person, even though they did the most horrible things possible to you, you think you need that person to live. There was a reason why you two aren't together and when you finally let yourself see that then you will figure out that everything will be ok. Is it really worth to have a person that hurt you every way possible and don't need at all and lose all your friends and dignity?