somtimes..i get speechless

i get nervous and trip over what to say

i sometimes think...what would i be ..

if not for you

sometimes i look at pictures and wonder...

would i get to be in them with you

would you ever let me?

i try to push myself away..

and not look at the things i wish to have

or look at those pictures ..

and find a smile on my face.

i wish ...those words are often spoken

heard by those around me...

when they bring you up

i think about ..how our lives would be

if we had never stumbled upon our meeting

i think of things..never thought before

feel things..i had only imagined..

find myself..never wanting to leave..

you dont understand...how?

i cant blame you, its difficult i know

difficult to see, and believe

you love one that hurts you,

and often times hurt the ones you love

so i ask on this no special occasion...

what will it take...to make you see

how amazing, beautiful, and priceless

you have become to me.

just let me try , ill try to never give up