I wish all of the bullshit, the lying,
The rumors and everything could stop.
Why does everything have to go wrong
Just because of one little thing?
I feel like we are not as close as we
Used to be. (very close friends)
Not it is like you choose to be closer
To one person more than the other. (me)
I feel like me and you argue more than
You and the other person.
I feel the more you and the other person's friendship grows closer,
Mine and yours starts to grow futher apart.
Why do I have to suffer because of everything
That is happening right now. :'(
You see how I have have a smile on my face,
Well deep down inside I am crying, dying, and very weak.
When the truth came out I cried because I am
Thinking that why you did not tell me.
I am thinking that you do not trust me enough,
Trust me enough to be completely honest with me.
Every time you are upset you ignore everyone
You also ignore me, except her.
I made it clear to you from the start,
That you can be open and honest with me.
But then again I feel that you and her have
More of a connection than me and you.
You told me your true feelings that you have towards me,
But with everything that is going on I feel like it is a lie.
I also feel like our friendship was a lie,
Even when you told me that it was not.
I still have so many doubts
And to me I do not want to be anyone's friend.
Just because I have those doubts
But you said that it is still true.