As i lay still and alone.
My mind wonders.
Why do people not care for me?
Why am an outcast?
Why am i the freak no one likes?
Tears slip down my cheeks.
I let out a cry of Frustaion.
Alone I am lone I mutter.
The Thin creak of my hamsters wheel spinning calms me.
I look up at the celling.
Am I worthless to everyone?
What was i put on this earth for?
Keep running through my head.
For my friends left me.
Chance,
Chase,
Anna,
Why was i so annoy you guys could not put up with me any longer?
I stay alone.
Heart pounding.
Tears still sliding down my face.
Blankly i stare at the celling.
Why?
Why am i the way i am?
I keep wondering.
Questions i wont get the answer to.
Why does everyone i think i am yucky?
I look down heart heavy.
I never thought me pretty.
Blonde hair,
Brown eyes,
boney legs and arms yet fat stomach,
pale skin all scared up.
To add to that i can be as caring as a vemomis snake.
Frowning sniffing I hate this i mutter to myself.
Why?
I keep asking myself.
Yet if i had the chance i would not change myself.
What is wrong with me?
I ask myself.
Why?