i hate when people look at me like they know what i'm thinking!!
like they understand my problems, know all the mess i been in!!

i hate when people stare at me trying to figure me out!!
trying to guess all my troubles, wondering what's my life all about!!

then they give me that stupid sympathy smile, like they know all i need is a friend!!
like i need someone to care for and love, then all my torture will suddenly end!!

do you know how much i hate that?!! why can't they open their eyes?!!
why can't they realize, i don't need, want or desire anybody by my side!!!

i don't want nobody to look down on me!!
show me your fury, i rather have your hate then your pity!!

you will never know the reason why my face carries a frown!!
i banished my emotions, so there's no way you can put me down!!

poeple try to be so tough, they try to be so hard!!
like their better than everybody, too good to be scarred!!

i don't care what people think, they are nothing compared to my injuries!!
i will never let them know how their harsh words really, truelly, affect me!!

as much as i try to be emotionless, i can still feel the sharp pain.
as my body cringe slightly when the violent words register in my brain!!

not knowing how to handle my feelings i let my body move!!
then i come back into focus after i'm done attacking you!!

but i feel no regret when it's over, you deserved it, why should i show you mercy?!!!
why should i stop when you say sorry?!! that word has no meaning to me!!!

poeple just don't seem to notice all the shameful deeds i'm forced to do!!!
protecting a sibling to the point where your sexually abused!!!

don't look at me when you walk by, cause you still won't have a clue!!!
no... you never know the half of hell a daugther like me has to live through!!!

so you know what??!!... fuck people like you!!!