A Dark Place


I'm in a dark place
where it's me alone and I let no one in
Where I feel most out of place
and the real terror begins

A place where my self-esteem is low
my personality is bleak
Where all my bad memories flow
and escape is what I seek

A place where I am afraid to move
afraid to love
afraid of you
afraid to be loved
afraid to breath
afraid to be in love
afraid to see

A place where all my fears come true
the very darkest ones
even the ones about you
the atmosphere is black, there is no sun

A place where no one likes me
they frown down on my actions
Where I am never filled with glee
I am scared of their reactions
When something goes wrong I flee
for the duration

A place where I'm alone
I have no family, have no home
There are no friends to run to
when the dark place begins
There is no trust amoungst the world
therefore I trust no one, to do so is ubsurd
In this place I relay on myselft
survivol of the fittest is best for my health

I'm in a dark place
A place where my self-esteem is low
A place where I am afraid to move
A place where all my fears come true
A place where no one likes me
A place where I'm alone
A place where I am afraid to be