Sometimes I get upset
and I set her free
I wish we'd never met
but when she's loose she says everything that wouldn't come from me
She does things that I'd never even imagine
like curse, get into fights, and drink
or anything bad that could ever happen
She calms me down with soothing words,
then goes off on my friends and acts ubsurd
I let her out, cuz if I don't then I'm dead
I'd rather them hurt for things that she said
then them being hurt over me being dead
Laying oddly on the floor
eyes wide shut
Gun by the door
shot in the head,
but things just don't seem right
I'm not easy to kill
To the end I fight
My open eyes would blink
But the ones who found me,
they'd still be out of sight
Stuck in my own body is hell
with her in my ear telling the tell
of a girl being chased through paradise
my mind spins, it spins
my mind spins, it spins
my mind spins...it spins
Then the paradise is dead
because of things she said
Let her loose to hurt my friends
then I'm left to deal with the consequence
I'm 10 times worse
Her living in me is a curse
I'm tired of playing
I'm tired of her sick little game,
but then again it hits me
She and I are one in the same