By Myself

Here I am in this world all alone.
I have loved and I've lost seems like nothing ever works.
Sometimes you give until you give it all you got, you look for something in return and you realize there never was anything to begin with.
I stuck my neck out for others always giving.

Always learning new lessons.
God has kept me alive just to see the misfortune in the world and to realize that i am the Misfortune person,
There's no one to love me with a real love everyone wants.
What they get is living in a short-changed life,they give you their selfish place.
You see there's a catch to everything. No one is truly honest, I guess not even myself, I'm delusional and i chase a dream.
I want to be loved by the one who is it really in love with me.
I will bend over backwards.

I could have used and abused them continually.
I try at life, it is just a dream I guess no one will love you until you love yourself and I have not been loving myself.

I guess it's time to wake up, Maybe it's time to die, I came in this world by myself and when I leave I'll leave alone.

I've loved and I've lost, what more can I ask for, what more can I give, perhaps in passing somehow I will have a better chance.

And not be alone,but even more be with that one who can and will love me and allow me to love them with all i am...