betrayed
your face, your voice, the memories,no longer bother me
even though you were the one
that betrayed me the most
yet was the closest to me
what you did to me
will never be forgotten
no matter how hard i try
to block every single detail out
i knew you for as long as i can remember
i trusted you
but you betrayed me
yet i forgave you
for what you did
that day, you turned into
a complete stranger
i feared for my life
i was no longer comfortable
around my father figure
you had replaced my father
after he had left,
but what you did was so much worse
than being abandoned
by my dumbass father
i lost trust in everyone that day
took awhile to build it back up
even now, 3 years later,
i still struggle with trusting people,
especially the men in my life
i will never know
what was runnning through your mind
i don't think it was even you
but it was, i remember seeing your face,
what you did...
i remember your hands
and where they wandered
your petty excuses,
every detail
yet there are still blank spots
i blocked it out for so long
my body's way of sheilding me
from the trauma
of your betrayal
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