I sit and think of him
the him i loved
the him that went off and loved somone else
My tears fill up my heart
i can not love
i can no feel
i hate everthing
i hate this feeling
I hate him
He said he loved me
He asked me out and I said yes
but i can't take it
I feel nothing
hear nothing
see nothing
I think of him
me together
and then a rock interups my dream
She comes in and takes my heart
the key and all and puts it in her
My body is lifeless
i float off the ground and then i wake up
your right beside me
you say is every thing ok and i say
Yes i need i need
 and then you put your arms around me
I let the anger go because i know
it was a dream
I bad dream
you pull away and kiss me
I relex you pull away once again and stand up
You lift me up and carry me into the living room
You sit me on the couch and you sit beside me
I say "what are you doing"
You say "listening to it rain with you"
I curl up in his arms and lay there
still
Not moving or saying anything
I listen to the rain
You lean down and kiss me on the forehead and lean back up
I turn the TV on and you turn it off 
"What was that" I say 
You says "I want to listen to the rain"
I lay back down and you strokes my hair and listen to the rain
I love this feeling
of you
you arms to beautiful
for me to stand
your heart to loving to under stand
then I fall asleep in your arm listening to the rain