Why is it that when you are happy somone makes you sad
or when you like a guy that guy breakes you heart
i don't know but i hate it
I miss him
i miss not having him there
i wish that i could see him
talk to him
but not now
because somone messed it up
But i have to think of the good things
at least i still have my friends
just not him
so i cry
i cry like rain
its pouring
my world is flooding
now its stopped
but now this hole appears 
fi can't fill it
but it is their
i feel like a part of me is missing
i have to move on i tell myself
but i can't
it hurt to much to move
i shout out but no one comes
i'm alone
by myself
no one
and then i fall into a sleep a happy sleep
because i think of the times we have had together
and i love it
and then that goes away and i fell nothing
why
why does this happen
why do i feel this
i don't know
but i miss that fealling 
it is gone
so am i
why