Loosing Hope

My dreams seem to shatter,
My light seems to dim,
I cannot believe,
How lost I seem to be,
I been gone for so long,
I just cannot move on,
I need your support,
I need your love and trust,
I never felt so bad,
I miss you in a sad land,
I need to get a chance,
I say what I have to say but you just left,
So here I stand,
so alone and so cold,
I should just end it here,
so no one will ever have to deal with my tears,
I have so much fear,
and I have yet to see you here,
I know that this will work out soon,
I just wish you were here with me still,
I know you are in a better place,
yet all I can do is scream out your name,
I know that in the end you will be waiting for me,
I know that in the end you will be here and give your love to me,
I just wish you where here now,
and you can hold me close,
I know that this seems hard,
but now I cannot even move on,
I never want to say good-bye,
cause in the end it would only be a lie.