Trapped inside myself
Desperately searching for an exit
so many feelings that want out
Sorrow, Despair, Misery, rage and Pain
Going blind with insecurity, Growing numb with hate
So many emotions I keep for no one to see
Like an empty book full of a thousand pages there is a heading but
every word is blank left for only me to read
Does no one else know I am here?
Does anyone else know I matter?
With a hole in my heart my soul is shattered
I lay beneath the radar hoping someone will get my signal for help
Should anyone care?
Or have I been doing this to myself?
I pray the pity me for I have abominated who I am
Taking the easy way out, when will I grow into a man?
I need to take responsibility and stop letting others take the blame
This is my realization but will I ever change?