None of Us are Perfect

I know I'm not perfect,
Infact far from it,
No one knows the secrets I with hold.

But as I hold these secrets back they hurt me more
These thoughts run through my head
Day and night, Night and day.
I want these thoughts to go away.

The thought of ending my life,
Thinking there is no need for me to be here.
The thoughts of how everyone would act if I was gone.

I moved away from everything I knew I didn't want to be here anymore.
I went through a rough time and couldn't deal with my self anymore.
I ruined my brothers' and sisters' lives.
I ruined everything in my life.

I was a young teenager I didnt know how to handle my extreme depression.
I thought the only way out was to die.
I now learned that I was wrong and that would of been a great big mistake.

For I have an amazing family,
Friends that are always there for me,
I feel like I have a pretty great life,
Every life has its ups and downs.

If you just push through it,
Something great will come out of it,
I wish I never would of had these thoughts.

They haunt me at night and make me think I'm a horrible person.
As you read this I hope and pray you wont ever think like I did.
If you do just think about your life and your plans for the future.
And get pass it call up a friend and just talk about everything.