Russian Roulette :: vivibabe64 :: Original Poetry

Russian Roulette

I wanted it to end

I wanted to put the gun to my head and pull the trigger

So I pulled it

But nothing happened

All I heard was a click

And I was still alive

Tears started welling up in my eyes

My heart beating madly like a humming bird in my chest

But I couldn’t feel anything at all

I was numb.

At that moment I realized that I didn’t want it all to be over

I just wanted someone to love me

Someone to care

Someone to talk to

Someone to share my hopes and dreams with.

I wanted to live again