Hidden Pain

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Hidden Pain

I feel alone,
like there is no one here.
I can't feel happiness
just 
pain and suffering.
My mind wondering
Why am I Depressed?
Why do I feel the only way to express myself is to self inflict myself?
I am in physical, mental, and emotional distress.
No one really knows how I feel
and hard it is to express my pain.
To the outside world I hide my pain and anger behind a masking smile and joyful laughter.
Soon as I am alone that mask is gone
the joyful laughter disappears and replaced with angry tears. 
I'M ANGRY there I said it.
I'M TIRED, and I can't keep it in anymore.
I'm so depressed,
my mind is stressed
and my heart is heavy.
Why do I feel alone?
I believe this world is against me
 Or is it just me?
This spoken though to help me express the emotional dysfunctional ME.

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Walt Whitman, American Poet (1819-1892)

alecs’s Poems (9)

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Stuck on YOU 0
REBORN THROUGH PAIN 5
SAYING GOODBYE 0
PLAY 1
Hidden Pain 0
Helpless 1
Her Addiction 2
Fearful battle 1
Pride 2