Fearful battle :: alecs :: Original Poetry

Fearful battle

Crying Inside

Hiding My Pain

I can't really explain why I am who I am.

Emotional withdraw from those around me.

Going to a place far from here

some where in my mind thats better than here.

My fears are real and they cover me like rain covers the ground.

Body hurting as my mind is twirling.

Im afraid of what I will do if I don't get help.

Attempted suicides all failed.

Im mad at the world and myself.

Heart hurts and my body a slum

I hate everything around me

I am so numb.

Cut my arms and watch the blood run; Released Anger has just begun.

My fearful battle has seemed to be won.