Fearful battle


Fearful battle

 Crying Inside
Hiding My Pain
 I can't really explain why I am who I am.
Emotional withdraw from those around me.
Going to a place far from here
 some where in my mind thats better than here.
My fears are real and they cover me like rain covers the ground.
Body hurting as my mind is twirling. 
Im afraid of what I will do if I don't get help.
Attempted suicides all failed.
Im mad at the world and myself.
Heart hurts and my body a slum
I hate everything around me 
I am so numb.
Cut my arms and watch the blood run; Released Anger has just begun.
My fearful battle has seemed to be won.

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preshusstones commented on Fearful battle


dang girl it really god bad for you didn't it well hold on God is not thru with you, He has to use your voice beleive me.I know that you are strong, but even the strong get weak. if you ever need someone to talk to hit me up



thank you. i will post some more poems when i get a chance. thank you so much, and i know he is not done with me yet.

Poetry is either something that lives like fire inside you or else it is nothing, an empty formalized bore around which pedants can endlessly drone their notes and explanations.

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