Clearly I see the problem
Obviously some people are in love with self
Carelessly too possessive
but to scared to be by themselves
wasting my limited precious time
being overwhelmingly selfish
then react negatively over nickels and dimes
knowing we all are helpless
family is suppose to be your home
your better half suppose to be your bones
that hold together all the gaps
how can I ever be strong in this
when I feel as if I'm trapped
Lies and all this deception
constantly feeling rejection
I thought love was a blessing
if so why is it stressing
me out of my mind and taking all of my breath
why were things much better
when I was just by myself
You seem to not understand me
so how do we even connect
we should have done the research
before we took the ultimate step
Hoping is not an option
and neither is divorce
But I can not keep on living
and having all this remorse
I have tried all I could try
and steady you're getting worse
How can you belong to me
when I am going from bad to worst
fallen in hell off earth
challenges I never heard
in ways I've never seen
seldom happy days
and joy turns to gleem
tell me what does this mean
did you pull me in to hurt me
devastate and desert me
ready with all your lines
to spit me out and rebirth me
I am losing all that I am
just to be with this man
who does not seem to love
and only wants to provoke me
from being who I am and turning me into him
why would anyone want to be with
the exact replica of them
that same self loving self
so selfish beyond despair
dragging me into sorrow
to the point I dont even care
about myself and about my life
hate the words you are my wife
hate to see a new day
because each brings on the strife
but I made a promise to God
to stay in it until the end
but I promise on my life when its over
I swear I will never do this again
Cant keep losing myself
all my feelings can rot and melt
just to be with someone else
is not worth it because its death
a sentence that leads to that
because I know for sure noone has got your back
when you vow to be together
make sure to research their tracks
from the past into the present
the exes they use to know
how do they treat their mother
and skeletons down below
are they really with you for you
or just to put on a show
are they just dont want to be alone
and too scared to let you go
no matter how bad it is
and all the pain it brings
life is too short for these kind of negative things