Why….oh why do this so call man hurt my older sister like this.

She didn’t do a thing but tell the truth about him.

This so call man thinks he the mighty in the house

 and trying to make us fear him.

He is wrong, we don’t fear him.

My only fears are life and the way the world is that is all.

This so call man don’t deserve to live here but why

Damn why my older sister accept him back.

When I said yes he can come back, it was

A lie because I had to keep everyone happy.

My damn efforts gone to the waste land.

My revenge….I am longing to have my revenge on this

So call man.

I will never forgive him for what he

Done to my older sister.

I could just hear the cries and her daughter cries and fears.

I could of….I could of

Damn it I could of did something along time ago

Now I am a shame of myself and am pitiful of a human being.

I talk big but I….but I don’t back it up!

What you know I am a weak human. Ha!

A human who wishes to die with no learning experience

And I can’t believe it I call myself a human.

The so call man should go to hell and…. And

Hell with this…I am doing it again!

DAMN!