I sit here alone in
this world, nothing to do.
Watch her suffered all the pain.

When she smoke,
she has lost her breath.

When she drinks,
she is not all there like her
mind going away.

When she is here, I feel
alive but also knowing she is
still alive inside.

When she smiles, I can't get
enough happiness.

When she is sad, I am
there trying to keep her
happy and never sad.

When she sleeps, she looks like
she never slept in days. Just like
seeing a baby sleep in peace.

When she is gone doing
whatever she desire. She is gone from
my reach doing drugs and Alcohol.
And she is never there beside me.

I want to die before her and I will meet
her in heaven gate.
I want my best friend.
The one who encourage me every
minute I think of losing.

This poem is made when I was in High school when one my friend who smokes when she was 13 and drinks. Every time she comes to school with a hangover and every time I ask her to stop but she never did. This poem shows how much passion I have in a friend and making friends.
So this poem is for every friend and the new ones I'll meet.