you

Is it better to shed your pride, then spill your blood

To be cast down to the sodomites with a roaring thud

Just remember today you’re the predator tomorrow your prey

Pretending indifference while she Makes up your mind to Leave or stay

This Constant struggle and Fatigue would make cowards of us all

Clutching the phone when you know she’s never gonna call

Your like the little boy who cried wolf Just for the attention

But you need her.

Just one more fact you didn’t bother to mention

How in Gods name did you get in this situation

Its her

She said she was a Liar and you finally believe her

you still dive straight from the pan and into the fire

For all your sins, she is the focus of this twisted desire

Just most of the time she really makes you sick

For the love of Christ stop thinking with your dick

Her head games and agendas are your real affliction

The drama and struggle is what feeds your addiction

Your playing this out where angels fear to tread

Its hard to feel thankful when Choking on your daily bread

To end this you rationalize you’d be better off dead

NO

It time to release yourself and failure is no option

If you don’t at least try, you just failed again

Its time she feels the pain that’s your life to the fullest

Her reconciliation attempts all sound like bullshit

 Time to put your own life on a pedestal just to look up its skirt

If you can free your mind and your ass will follow

And vomit the years of bullshit you were forced to swallow

Live