My heart sitting pacing it self back and forward
every heart beat
tears building up from so must pain
from  one though thats piercing my brain
trying to keep my  identity so I want go insane
All of this cause of couple of night stands
hiding it, not so good
it eaten mind and brain
blinded from love,
not know it was wolf in sheep clothing
to in-trapped me
and mess me up
tears building up
I want to just cry and ball up
screaming for help,
Help me, Help me
please, help me
Its not enough
Lord, Lord
Have mercy on my soul
I'm my worst enemy
I can't forgive myself,
It hurts my
mind
body
and
soul
I bury my past
flesh resurface it and laugh
its so heavy and deep
it blinded me
someone come in and mow the weeds and grass
I want to be free of this hurt
that trying to get the best of me
Its my past
I call on you my Lord,
I'm finally your child
Deliver me from this
I am a Kings Child, finally
Help me, forgive myself
My flesh want let me,
It stirring at me
and
Laugh!!