This year was unlike any year I have ever had,
We gained, lost friends, grew closer because of the good and bad.
Death of loved ones of many left us broken, shattered and torn,
but at that, many great things happened love, memories, life was born.
2009 I grew, learned, and understood sayings I always hated hearing,
all the tests, trials, death, chaned my eyes opened making it worth bearing.
It has changed me into a stronger,patient, more understanding being,
i've loved, lost, became a young widow and sickness i'm seeig.
In this i've learned my purpose on earth, scared but very greatful to a an important roll,
I'll never take it lightly, it's extremly vital and flares inner passion, closing the whole.
Not only to be the best parent I can be but chiari and Sm Spark my drive
The upcoming year I plan to make a difference that secures my imortality and strife.
Permanent differences in parenting, Chiari familys, my suport group, my names morality
remembered for the person that wanted to help make a difference not just vien immortality.
Trying to help fix the lost, reaching & taking a strangers hand in need knowing only a few change,
Although at times my faith in people were wrongor wasn't ready for lifes altering rearange.
If i'm able to help 1 out of a handful to reach the person they wouldn't have become had my faith not shown
That person will remember and help another make their hurdle easier to overcome, my 1 good deed wasn't blown
Planting a seed that will keep on growing throughout time hopefully never to die
I just hope I am blessed to look and see how my seed has fourished from the sky.
One day people with chiari & SM can go to the ER and the Dr. knows what it's about,
and get the proper help, medicare, & awareness so more people son't go through life without.