I Closed my eye's tonight and began to see clearly for the first and last time. .

There's this distance like a river between us filled with all the words that I never said.

 We're fading and I'm wondering if I can ever call this place home again.

 So what was it that you wanted to see - to see take place in me?

 Cause I never saw this one coming it's amazing how I fell this far-

 Just take a look at these scars.

 So hold my hand close and tell me it all turns out fine.

 Cause we've got all these people all these problems and all the reasons we'll never solve them

And in the end ? is this why we just sit and watch them fade?

 I don't wanna live that way - don't really care what they say how many times they've prayed

 Everything they need is what I despise it's all in the demise - Don't care for another perfected

 lie to justify the hide behind our pride.

 I want to lose it all when I step out this time. . .I need to help you know me-know you.

 Sometimes it get's to me and I'm so far down . . .this cold heart ain't feeling

 and these word's aren't healing.

 I'm so sorry I just couldn't see. . .

  7\30\2010