The image is scattered all over this room, the letters that I should've given to you, but. . .

 I never did , well I guess I just wasn't that strong.

 It's just efforts of what you mean to me, my  attempt's at melodies

 But no matter how many times I did try. .( and I did ) the  words, they never came out quite right and the melodies?, well they all ran away.

Now it's 1 A.M.  and  my mind is racing and I can't take another sleepless night here. 

 I've been running from this for far too long , I' m going to  my knee's and I'll spend  this night with  my Maker

I'm not falling apart, I'm just broken. . .and something has to give.

My hands are shaking . . .this heart is aching, and my God , I'm nothing close to what I wanted to be

So won't you help me?  I don't need to be perfect  just alright tonight

So if you need the truth?  I need to confess . . .

 The sky is a different blue when I look at the world from your point of view

when I lost faith you went and found it  , and showed me all that I could be

You're the wind beneath my wings . . .you're all that I long to be -  you're my everything.

And I just want you here with me, you're my hope you're my day . .

Like  sunshine in the midst of a pouring rain you take my breath away . . .and you're beautiful.

And I just want to be you're everything - I never meant to make you cry , it seems that's just the way,

the way we are when  it all comes down.

(09\05\2010)