There's sick thought's in my head,
I can not denigh.
I wish I were dead so at peace I could lie.
There would be no more guilt,
No anger,
No pitty.
A few drinks would be spilt & then They'ld forget me.
Where do you go when you can not move on?
You can't just stay put cause someone is gone.
It doesn't seem right,
It doesn't seem wrong.
I don't have insight,
I do not belong.
I'ld do away with myself,
But always this fear.
Where I'ld end up if I wasn't right here.
Then theres my family,
All of my friends.
This life seems so damning.
When will it all end?
So these are my thoughts,
And I guess Im still hear,
Cause nothing has killed me,
Because of my fear.
Many things have gone wrong stuck in this hell.
I try to go on,
I try to do well.
I won't lie,
My lifes insane and a test.
Until I die from this pain I wont rest.
Without right there's no wrong.
Without good there's no evil.
So it's good to go on,
It brings hope to the people,
That life will go on,
Tough it's no bowl of cheries.
Stay good and stay strong no matter how scarey.


Japheth